De-connected

Trudging through a tough week, I think I'm finally on the way up. The odddity of the experience is that relaxing for a week, left to my own, then moving on to visit with family, I only got worse. Today in solitude, bringing up some dark music, I finally start to feel better. Listening in on the anger of a few songs, I suddenly felt connected again. All the attempts at normalcy and platitudes of the preceding week were just compounding my frustrations. Connecting with the disconnected through shared discontent finding a bit of happiness, energy, not purpose but at least interest. De-connected.